Life is So Messy!
by soegianto on Jun.02, 2005, under Life, Romance, Thoughts
Life is so messy today… I have just cleaned up part of my room… honestly i found a lot of memories there… but soon i know I should throw it away… the memory only fill my room with paper that make the room can’t be filled with others that more valuable and trustable…. soon all the memories will became trash… so i put all the memories in the trash… hmm.. not all, but few that i should throw away long..long ago…
I don’t know whether I can trust anymore in waiting… I, right now, should learn more about accepting rather than waiting… hmm, that’s better than waiting, isn’t it?… so let it be, cleared and focused… I will run my days, and face the future… look for another paper to be written and documentize it in my room…
with deep feeling and deep understanding of love… won’t keep the trash, but will run for the good things that He want me to do…
i will run cause it already clear…
Thanks God
Pada akhirnya waktu adalah penguji paling sejati…
Like the movie recently… Frighten of losing can bring you to the very dark side of your life… try to release it….
